Wednesday, September 28, 2011

My Placebo Effect

Listening to some placebo wearing a t-shirt with holes in the armpit.

Classic.

I'm married to music today!

Starting Over

All must be finished before you can start
Including the affairs of your sacred heart
Must let go of that selfish pride
To mend the hurt that’s held deep inside
Each sunrise brings the promise of a new day
The promise of a chance that will come your way
The challenges you face can wear you down
Must force that smile to be rid of the frown
The thoughts of the day can weigh heavy like lead
Retain that perspective and raise your head
Focus on the good, the happy, not the sad
Make good your intentions and you will be glad
Life is too short and time is so dear
Devise your plan to recover that year
Don’t deny the forgiveness that is long overdue
Make one step forward and just be you
Open your eyes, your heart, and mind to see
Someone will enter your life to set you free
It takes great strength as you get older
But it’s easier than you think… Starting Over

Denny's with Ry!



 


Monday, September 26, 2011

Grandpa Mikey

Grandma & Dad

Me & Mom @ the cemetery

Mom & Flowers

Grandpa Red

Jack & Me

Attitude

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on my life. Attitude, to me, is more important than the facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do.
It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company...a church... a home. The remarkable this is, we have a choice every day. We cannot change our past... We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so with it is with you... The only things we are in charge of is our attitudes.
Charles R. Swindoll

Binding Love

I bind our growth together in love and happiness and support and everything wonderful. You should know that I love you more than anyone person in the world because you are my blood, you are my kin. 
I love all of your support and love. 
Nothing bad should ever take our love away from our hearts and our minds. 
I live in you, just as you live in me, just as god lives in everything around us. 
Just because our bodies die does not mean our souls disappear. 
We become a part of the energy that surrounds us. 
We are never alone, We are never lost, We should never be afraid. 
God lives within our hearts and our minds and is a part of us even if we do not accept him in ourselves. The only thing that most people are afraid of is letting that light within themselves to shine. 

So I say my dear one, open that door let your light shine. 
Be different, Be free, Be whatever it is you think you are. 
Do not be afraid of the love and the light and the holiness that lives with in you. 
You are always divinely protected and guided by the holy spirit. 
There is no wrong doing, the only obstacle that stands in your way is learning how to let go and let god. Be what you know you can be and everything else in your life will fall into place. 
I believe this. I believe in a better way. 
I believe in all of your dreams and your hopes and your desires. 
Do not be afraid my dear one, your destiny awaits you. 
Go out and pursue it, I will be here every step of the way cheering in your corner and so will the holy spirit. I love you always. 

Peace and Blessings.

Love You <3
Cris

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Flower

I'm happy I didnt get keyed.

Ok I get the message I'm a horrible Parker

Night Owl ^(O.O)^

Gazing out the window, I watch the light settle down for the night,
As objects fade to black, my once stagnant mind becomes bright,
Lovely thoughts flutter around in my head like feathers flying,
My dreams soar across scattered hopes while doubt is busy dying,
I coo softly, wondering if others feels vibrant and alive at this time,
Though most, in the morning, hold an open mind that is prime,
For me, nightly inspiration comes as doors holding magic open wide,
Stars give off the light of truth as lonely deception runs to hide.

I'm Grateful to be alive!!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Letting go Takes Alot of Love



To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.

To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, whic
h means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more
and
To let go and to let God, is to find peace !








On Wed, Sep 21, 2011 at 10:31 PM, Christopher Hewat wrote:


Good evening Christine,
 We finally made it to the ocean and scattered Grandma's ashes. We have to be up at sunrise to go to her trailer to meet people working on the water lines.
 I hope you are doing better, doing ok, at least. You are in my prayers daily, nightly. I will do my best to help you with money for medical bills. It will take time. I am looking for work.
 Rest well. Good night.


C




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+---Courage---+


It takes strength to be certain,
It takes courage to have doubts.

It takes strength to fit in,
It takes courage to stand out.

It takes strength to share a friend's pain,
It takes courage to feel your own pain.

It takes strength to hide your own pain,
It takes courage to show it and deal with it.

It takes strength to stand guard,
It takes courage to let down your guard.

It takes strength to conquer,
It takes courage to surrender.

It takes strength to endure abuse,
It takes courage to stop it.

It takes strength to stand alone,
It takes courage to lean on a friend.

It takes strength to love,
It takes courage to beloved.

It takes strength to survive,
It takes courage to live.


B&W Tree

Boy Pants

Ginger, Paul, Cross

Sunset

Paul & Me

Me, Cross, Ginger

Paul & Ginger

Cross B&W

Ginger

Cross

Sunset