Saturday, January 11, 2020


Not a single post in 2019. So interesting.
I used to write alot about my feelings.
I used to post photos.
I guess being a Mom just was so busy for me I forgot all about myself.
It happens.
Well here we are 2020....!!!
How did that happen so fast?
I was reviewing old youtube videos and blogs looking back on my life.
They say to Never look back.
BUT looking back now, I have so much to be greatful for.
I've lived a rollercoaster life and I enjoyed it.
Even the painful heartbreak days.
Nothing ever really broke me.
I survived it all -- mostly intact.
Sometimes sacrafisinc my sanity.. But hey life is more interesting when you go crazy every once in a while.

Love Love Big Love however you want - I guess that is what I seem to enjoy most about life.
My life is not anywhere near perfect..
But thats ok. I've found ALOT of JOY in the imperfections.
We are not broken.
I am a living, breathing work of the infinate source flowing thru me.
Any point I can change, begin again, Evolve.
The word that comes to mind is Chrysalis.
I have just been waiting.
Waiting for my tine to break out of the coccon.
And when I do crack that cover.
I'll open my wings and fly.

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Christine Sandhovel

Monday, July 9, 2018

Just let it

Just let it all rain down on me.
Sometimes I forget how much I enjoyed the pain.
The sad darkness that becons you to cry.

Friday, March 16, 2018

A Concert For Annabelle 3.24.18

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We will be holding a FREE special Music celebration on 
Saturday March 24, 2018
10 AM - 1:00pm 
New York Bagel Cafe
14423 1/2 Ventura Blvd
Sherman Oaks, CA 91423

Featuring a few local singer-songwriters including her mom, dad, and a few friends: 
Crislyn Sand
Landan Short
Eric Ethan 
Tujunga Trading Company
Helena Holleran

This will be a fun time to get together before heart surgery in the coming month.

We ask for prayers while we go thru this next process in our lives. If you would like to follow along with Annabelle's journey please feel free to follow us:

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Sunday, October 29, 2017

Poem by me

I bind our growth together in love and happiness and support and everything wonderful. 
You should know that I love you more than anyone person in the world because we share the same flesh. 
We live , love, breath, and both break the same. We all have the same feelings, challenges and emotions. 
I love all of your support and love. 
Nothing bad should ever take our love away from our hearts and our minds. 
I live in you, just as you live in me, just as god lives in everything around us. 
Just because our bodies die does not mean our souls disappear. 
We become a part of the energy that surrounds us. 
We are never alone, We are never lost, We should never be afraid. 
God lives within our hearts and our minds and is a part of us even if we do not accept him in ourselves. The only thing that most people are afraid of is letting that light within themselves to shine. 

So I say my dear one, open that door let your light shine. 
Be different, Be free, Be whatever it is you think you are. 
Do not be afraid of the love and the light and the holiness that lives with in you. 
You are always divinely protected and guided by the holy spirit. 
There is no wrong doing, the only obstacle that stands in your way is learning how to let go and let god. Be what you know you can be and everything else in your life will fall into place. 
I believe this. I believe in a better way. 
I believe in all of your dreams and your hopes and your desires. 
Do not be afraid my dear one, your destiny awaits you. 
Go out and pursue it, I will be here every step of the way cheering in your corner and so will the holy spirit. I love you always. 

Peace and Blessings.

Love To you. 

Monday, October 9, 2017

Annabelle 1st Birthday

Annabelle Moon,
In the past year, you have made me so proud to call you my daughter.
I am inspired by you. I am stronger for knowing you. I have hope for your health and life. I am learning everyday patience, tenderness, complete unconditional love. I feel so much joy sharing all the time we do together. You have been an angel in my life, someone who touch the very core of my being and cured me of all my insecurities, all my unworthiness, all my personality issues, the love I feel for you has filled me with the level of peace and happiness I never experianced before.
I have been present for you every second of your life. I enjoy every moment even the crying, poop everywhere and now the yelling in the car ride home. I do not take anything for granted these days.
As I watch you grow and learn with the help of our therapist; I have see you become more ambitious. You have a drive and passion an excitement to learn. I am impressed by your ability to be so aware of your surroundings. You may not know how to speak yet but you know how to communicate all of your ranges of emotions from sleepy, hungry, happy, cranky too excited and scared. You are the most beautiful creature that has ever existed in my life. You are an angel trapped in the body of my baby girl, your loving happy energy extends far beyond you and radiates. I have not yet met a stranger who hasn't commented on how beautiful, amazing and wondrous you are my little Annabelle Moon.
It is an honor to stand by your side and bear witness to the miracle that walks beside me, that holds my hand, that smiles and laughs and teaches me so much.
You are my little master divine goddess warrior who was sent to teach me what the most valuable and important things in life. You my daughter are my forever home, you live in my heart, just as I live in your heart. You are a little piece of my soul and we are connected far beyond our bodies. I will love you to the moon and back forever.
Happy 1st Birthday.