So This Is Goodbye.

Verse 1:
I’m not hanging on to the memory of you.
But I find you in everything that I do.
I go through the motions of my life.
But I find you in the corners of my mind.

Chorus:
No way of knowing will life will lead me.
So this is goodbye. This is goodbye. Goodbye.

Verse 2:
I’m not looking for you to save me.
But I find you there every time that I fall.
Deep in my heart I see you there
Giving me the strength to move on.

Verse 3:
I’ll look towards the future that’s lying before me.
But I’ll find you there in every step that I take.
I’ll be stronger knowing you loved me.
But I’ll find you in every moment of the day.

Dragon

So I went and bought some art supplies today and this dragon is what I found and I started with it at like 3pm this afternoon and ended at about 8pm.
I can't believe it took me 5 hours.
I'm going to give it to CJ for his birthday.
I know its alittle childish but he loves dragons and dragon flies and stuff like that.
It's the thought that counts.
I hope he likes it.
I may have gone alittle over board with the glitter thought :( it was fun.
I should do more things like that.

Krispy Kreme

There's nothing like doughnuts on a sunday morning :).
Yummy!

Strawberry Fields

Drift In Dreams

Silent music shimmers gold
A whisper of the trees
A kiss of sunset hues
The melody is the spirit
Of our cherished ones
The rolling of the waves
And their fragrant sprays
Memories long forgotten
Embedded within pearl sands
Now so gently flown
Upon silver laden wings
To my own utopian lands
Remembrance now so sweet
A softened trace of your touch
A glance into gentle eyes
Consumed with blazing love
Your whisper breaks the distance
Caressing my shivering skin
And somehow the horizon melts
Your warmth embraces me
I am now safe to drift in dreams
Within your loving arms.

Guru the Kitty

Daily Journal

Lastnight I went over to christopher's house. We went to go see pineapple express. That movie was so funny. We came home took a shower and went to sleep.
This morning we are headed over to denny's to grab some breakfast and then go over to Ikea and come home and start unpacking all of his things.
I <3 days like these.

The Reasons I Love You

I love you because spending time with you makes me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way you say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something silly
I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry
about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days
better
At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and
feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you
are not a dream YOU ARE REAL.
I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like
there is no tomorrow
And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the
love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love your laugh
I love hearing your voice
And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand
times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.

But the main reason I love you is because.....

You are you!


<3
Crislyn

Jobless yet again

Sucks.
I don't want to be jobless.
But working for Melbe.
Well I don't get paid.
Sooooo why should I work for free.
Fuck.
I hate being broke.
I'm bored all day long.
Ya I've been house sitting and stuff.
But still I need to find a job.
Any job.
Haveing alot of free time just means trouble.
Oh well.
Hopefully I will get a job soon.
Anyways.

Talk to you later.

Do you know what time it is?

It's Cuddling Time!


the day has been
oh so long
the pressures
have been great
stress abounds
what we need
tonight is to
relax and just
cuddle in each
others arms
to snuggle skin
to skin, cheek to cheek
and let our hearts
dictate the rhythm
of our evening
sharing words that
remind us as well
as take us to paradise
melting into oneness
we escape into
peaceful sleep to
awaken to a beautiful
new day...what a
thrill to cuddle with
you tonight....

Taz The Happy Dog

I'm house sitting and pet sitting for the next week. This dog is so sweet he loves to play fetch :).

Cinamon Melts

Ya I'm addicted to them. ;)

Listen

Thank you for always being there,
To listen and understand me.
I appreciate all you did for me.

Thank you for making me feel whole again,
For putting my pieces back together.
I appreciate you helping me put my life back together,
You saved my life.

You may not understand,
Why I do what I do.
But you never criticized,
You just helped my through.

I knew I could come to you when I was down,
'cause I knew you'd always be there
to pick me back up
and say everything will be ok.

Mr Rockman

selfish

Food in my stomach
Hard like cement
Guilt for consumption
Anger is pent

Anger towards things
So misunderstood
And the mistakes
More bad than good

Emotions uncontrollable
How can I change?
It’s all subconscious
In this cage

For with our decisions made
How else can I breathe?
Sorry if in my outburst
You decide to leave

I’d understand
I’d mourn and cry
I’d realize the amount
Of times I’ve said I

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Titaroni

Gus the dog and our walks.

Yukkiness.

Labor Day Junk

I slept in till about 2pm.
Got up ate some food that Chris had made the night before for dinner.
Well it ended up being my breakfast.
I ended up watching some Grey's Anatomy for shits and giggles.
Andrea came over to do some laundry.
Some more people came over Andriana came over.
She's pretty cool.
I meet her a couple weeks back at Nicole and Neil's Birthday party.
She was telling me all about her boyfriend.
I got to meet him. He seems really nice.
When everyone left I went back to watching grey's anatomy.
Christopher came home.
We ate quesdilla's mmmmmm yummy.
Then we went on down to drop of some stuff to his cousin's house.
It was a cute house.
I miss her doggie lance.
We all used to cuddle.
I guess now a day's house sitting for melbe.
I get to cuddle with her puppy gus.
He is a cute guy.
I miss my doggies ginger and mable.
Anyways after we dropped things off.
We drove on down to the beach.
Walked down a flight of stairs and sat on the beach and watched the waves.
Also made out a little.
My kind of fun.
Now we are back home watching some movie.

Talk to you later.

Love,
~Crislyn