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Thursday, June 5, 2014
Chasing Dreams - Collecting Dust
Chasing dreams throughout the years….
I stumble across your photo in the piles of the past collecting dust.
The sunset reflection in our hair the slight smile,
slivers of happiness on our faces combines the pain that's around our eyes.
I still yearn for the great love that flowed between us.
I never will forget the little moments that we shared, for a second you were the other half of me.
Can you still taste me on your lips?
Can you still feel me in your arms?
Was there ever a place for me in your life?
I willingly gave you every drop of energy and love I had.
I was dreaming that maybe one day you would return the love back to me.
Days, months, years have gone by yet,
I still remember how it felt to hold your hand, and how my heart would skip beats when I would stare into the depths of your eyes.
The yearning, the emptiness, the hollowness.
I breathe in oxygen every day but yet I still your smell your skin
I still year to feel a little beady drops of sweat between our bodies.
You marked me with these scars that have yet to heal.
I'm still chasing dreams throughout all of these years.
My dreams are collecting dust.
The light reflection in your hair, I long to see the slight slivers of happiness on our faces again.
Laying in my bed I remember the feelings of peace and contentment.
I pray that thru the distance, space, time and worlds between us you will feel me once again in the beat of your heart.
Lover return to me for there is no other place shall call my home.
“Chasing Dreams – Collecting Dust”
June 5, 14 ©CrislynSand
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
March 11, 2014: 2:08am
March 11, 2014: 2:08am
Thru the dark cold nights we wait.
Counting the months, weeks, days, and hours that we get to share together in love in life together.
We have stood thru time loving eachother, it is painful and difficult to let go of you.
You have been my friend, my lover, my partner, my husband, and father to my two wonderful children.
We have built this life together and I am feeling sad because I do not want to let you go.
Even though you have lived almost 80 years of life and have seen so much the time has not be enough for me.
I love you, I've dedicated my life to us. I've been angry and frustrated with the circumstances that have led us to this moment and when I wake up in the middle of the night and hear you cry out help help, I sometimes wish the cries of help would stop. Then I feel selfish because I know that if the cries stop it means that we have run out of time. The clock has stopped.
I will love you thru the end, even when it is difficult. I am hear and I will hold your hand and watch the angel come And spread it's wings over you and hold you in the light of love for the eternal flame that beats and the last breath you take. I will be that witness for you, if you want to go you can. I release you, we will remember you. We love you.
Thru the dark cold nights we wait.
Counting the months, weeks, days, and hours that we get to share together in love in life together.
We have stood thru time loving eachother, it is painful and difficult to let go of you.
You have been my friend, my lover, my partner, my husband, and father to my two wonderful children.
We have built this life together and I am feeling sad because I do not want to let you go.
Even though you have lived almost 80 years of life and have seen so much the time has not be enough for me.
I love you, I've dedicated my life to us. I've been angry and frustrated with the circumstances that have led us to this moment and when I wake up in the middle of the night and hear you cry out help help, I sometimes wish the cries of help would stop. Then I feel selfish because I know that if the cries stop it means that we have run out of time. The clock has stopped.
I will love you thru the end, even when it is difficult. I am hear and I will hold your hand and watch the angel come And spread it's wings over you and hold you in the light of love for the eternal flame that beats and the last breath you take. I will be that witness for you, if you want to go you can. I release you, we will remember you. We love you.
Thursday, May 22, 2014
Happy Anniversary
You are the one my dreams are made of, Full of understanding, warmth and love.
These feelings I thought for only fairy tales, But you are the winds that fill my sails.
The honesty we share between us two, Keeps this connection very dear and true.
We can talk about good times, talk about bad. Talk about the present and the past that we had.
You accept me for me, for who I am.
My opinions and thoughts you never condemn.
There's nothing of me you ask or expect, We have for each other the deepest respect.
It's truly amazing how you make my heart smile, And you do it with such a graceful style.
Keeping my heart smiling all through the day.
And for you, I do thank God, when I pray.
You are the warmth of the sun upon my face, You're the calm to survive the rapid race.
And when you say "Criszzlyn", I get butterflies, Like a little school girl, with puppy love in her eyes.
You can melt all the tension and ease all the pain, Making all refreshed as a cleansing spring rain.
And looking in your eyes, I can see the sunrise.
And your excited hellos, like all the Fourth of July.
And talking for hours, seems only minutes passed. And the conversation can forever last.
Your hug, so firm, and yet so tender,
Forces all my fears to immediately surrender.
There's a bond and a trust that's so very strong. That I feel it is with you I truly want to belong.
A feeling of security, a safe- haven if you may.
And within this dream, I wish to forever stay.
I love you with all of me happy one year anniversary CN.
<3
Crislyn
These feelings I thought for only fairy tales, But you are the winds that fill my sails.
The honesty we share between us two, Keeps this connection very dear and true.
We can talk about good times, talk about bad. Talk about the present and the past that we had.
You accept me for me, for who I am.
My opinions and thoughts you never condemn.
There's nothing of me you ask or expect, We have for each other the deepest respect.
It's truly amazing how you make my heart smile, And you do it with such a graceful style.
Keeping my heart smiling all through the day.
And for you, I do thank God, when I pray.
You are the warmth of the sun upon my face, You're the calm to survive the rapid race.
And when you say "Criszzlyn", I get butterflies, Like a little school girl, with puppy love in her eyes.
You can melt all the tension and ease all the pain, Making all refreshed as a cleansing spring rain.
And looking in your eyes, I can see the sunrise.
And your excited hellos, like all the Fourth of July.
And talking for hours, seems only minutes passed. And the conversation can forever last.
Your hug, so firm, and yet so tender,
Forces all my fears to immediately surrender.
There's a bond and a trust that's so very strong. That I feel it is with you I truly want to belong.
A feeling of security, a safe- haven if you may.
And within this dream, I wish to forever stay.
I love you with all of me happy one year anniversary CN.
<3
Crislyn
Sunday, May 11, 2014
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