March 11, 2014: 2:08am

March 11, 2014: 2:08am

Thru the dark cold nights we wait.
Counting the months, weeks, days, and hours that we get to share together in love in life together.
We have stood thru time loving eachother, it is painful and difficult to let go of you.
You have been my friend, my lover, my partner, my husband, and father to my two wonderful children.
We have built this life together and I am feeling sad because I do not want to let you go.
Even though you have lived almost 80 years of life and have seen so much the time has not be enough for me.
I love you, I've dedicated my life to us. I've been angry and frustrated with the circumstances that have led us to this moment and when I wake up in the middle of the night and hear you cry out help help, I sometimes wish the cries of help would stop. Then I feel selfish because I know that if the cries stop it means that we have run out of time. The clock has stopped.

I will love you thru the end, even when it is difficult. I am hear and I will hold your hand and watch the angel come And spread it's wings over you and hold you in the light of love for the eternal flame that beats and the last breath you take. I will be that witness for you, if you want to go you can. I release you, we will remember you. We love you.