For the future **

This can be a time of very successful energetic activity, if you proceed cautiously enough. You may be infected with an unjustified optimism that anything you do today will "turn to gold." It may, but it won't happen by luck. It will happen through intelligent planning and foresight, which are available to you under this influence if you make a conscious effort to take advantage of them. You act for the future under this influence, because you are more concerned with what can be done than with what is. Therefore this is a good time for furthering new projects. But do not overextend yourself and go beyond your resources, which is another temptation now. Also your fondness for taking risks can lead to accidents at this time, so be careful. You are not unlucky, you are just somewhat impulsive.

New Year, New Friends?? Blah Blah Blah...

Lately I've been feeling like it is time for a change.
I feel like I don't have really good friends.
I know that when your in a realtionship its kinda hard to maintain the balance between your life and the connections with your friends as well, but I feel like I am willing to try.
I hate that when I call my friends, they don't answer. But what is even worse is that they do not return my calls. I text and I get no response. What is going on with people today.??. I find it really disapointing.
Where did my friends go?
I just realized that I don't have really good friends.
I mean I just don't understand.
Maybe I've been a bad friend throught out the years that my friends don't really care about me anymore?
Strange.
Well I'm done dewelling on the past.
It is time for me to move forward with my life.
I will find really great friends.
And my connections with them will grow into wonderful friendships.

Anyways Goodnight.

): Miscommunication :(

Should I dare
to speak
is my opinion
too meek
do your ears
hear
what I'm saying
or is my purpose
sabotaged
by my lack
of strife
am I petty
and unsteady
do my
actions
seem
too ready
or is your
unwillingness
what needs
to be flexed
should I
bow down
and take heed
to the falsehoods
of your breed
and shy away
because
that's what you say
are my feelings
unjust
and do they reek of
mistrust
because
let me tell
you
we have
all been there
done that
seen crap
that makes us
sick
stomach gurgling
with vicious burgling
stealing our hopes
and dreams
and realms
of passions
and now were
crashing
off this high
of intuition
that's got me wishing
I was never given
a taste
of what its like
to be in your place
because now I'm
stuck
back in this
muck
and my rage
cannot
be re arranged