Friday, October 31, 2008

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Monday, October 27, 2008

Dimension of greatness

No one can know the potential,
Of a life that is committed to win;
With courage - the challenge it faces,
To achieve great success in the end!

So, explore the Dimension of Greatness,
And believe that the world CAN be won;
By a mind that is fully committed,
KNOWING the task can be done!

Your world has no place for the skeptic,
No room for the DOUBTER to stand;
To weaken your firm resolution
That you CAN EXCEL in this land!

We must have VISION TO SEE our potential,
And FAITH TO BELIEVE that we can;
Then COURAGE TO ACT with conviction,
To become what GOD MEANT us to be!

So, possess the strength and the courage,
To conquer WHATEVER you choose;
It's the person WHO NEVER GETS STARTED,
That is destined FOREVER to lose!



i hope you like my poem :)

have a good day.


xoxo.


<3

Crislyn

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Inner dignity ***

Valid during many months: Your contacts with others will repeatedly make you aware of the fairly inflexible, rigid or conservative sides of your nature which sometimes makes you your worst enemy. You might notice that you sometimes deride weaknesses in others - ones which you are all too well aware of within yourself but would rather ignore. Such experiences can often be humiliating and we tend to react by distancing ourselves, clinging grimly on to old convictions. We are under no circumstances willing to change our point of view, and would rather criticize those who, consciously or not, are more open about their mistakes.

This influence gives you the opportunity to become more aware of such weaknesses within yourself. It is now particularly important that you try to accept these without immediately wanting to change them. After all, you do have your own unique virtues - a few character flaws don't make you completely unbearable! If you can learn to accept and tolerate your less desirable characteristics you will be less prone to feeling uneasy or reacting violently when faced with them in others. You will then develop a more relaxed and natural authority, based on an inner dignity which is characteristic of someone who has recognized the depths of their own soul.

On a more superficial level, this influence should make it easier for you to change course or break out of existing patterns in your life, even when faced with obstacles or resistance from others. This will in any case be a time of increasing psychological stability, in which you will feel more able to get in touch with your own aims and true values.

Passion And Erotic Lusts

A touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave way,
To urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,
As I arched my body for your comfort,
And you threw me into ecstasy,
With the strength of your blows.
You left me screaming and soaked,
In oblivion again and again,
As you growled my name from the back of your throat,
And our bodies both demanded more,
Each giving to the other,
High on the fluids of foreign substance.
I grasped, then released you,
Grasped then released you,
In effort to relieve you of your control.
The taste of your skin between my lips,
Was like no other.
To hear your cry of mercy,
When my teeth met your warm skin,
Was more breathtaking than you knew.
Yet I still released the control to you.
As you wound your hands in my hair,
And pulled until the flesh on my neck was taut,
You moved with one final and breaking blow,
Forcing our way to the peaks of bliss,
Leaving our screams to echo on like battle cries.
I welcomed the weight of you to crush me,
As you collapsed on top of me,
Still hot and burning,
And I glowing like an ember,
Casting a welcome light,
Should you seek my gifts again. 

 
<3
Crislyn

Joy is the essence of success.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Fire Please Don't Come Near My House

so ya right now its only 4 miles away.

and i can see alittle fire starting on top of the mountain right behind my house..
im scared :(

my heart goes out to those who lost there homes today :(

Roses from Ostiller Family

My honeybear.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Lilys from my boyfriend

It was an unexpected treat. I love you too christopher :)

Friday, October 10, 2008

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Sweet Jane



Anyone whos ever had a heart
Wouldnt turn around and break it
And anyone whos ever played a part
Wouldnt turn around and hate it
Sweet jane, sweet jane
Sweet, sweet jane

Youre waiting for jimmy down in the alley
Waiting there for him to come back home
Waiting down on the corner
And thinking of ways to get back home
Sweet jane, sweet jane
Sweet, sweet jane

Anyone whos ever had a dream
Anyone whos ever played a part
Anyone whos ever been lonely
And anyone whos ever split apart
Sweet jane, sweet jane
Sweet, sweet jane

Heavenly widened roses
Seem to whisper to me when you smile
Heavenly widened roses
Seem to whisper to me when you smile

La la la la, la la la, etc...

Sweet jane
Sweet, sweet jane

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Rainy days

I woke up at christopher's house and my mom was having a birthday parety lunch. It started raining alittle bit. I like the rain. I like how it makes the ground and grass smell fresh and new. Anyways. Ill talk to you later.

<3
Cris

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

October Bullshit

So I don't know what to say.
I've been looking for jobs.
Can't seem to find one.
I'm working right now with Nicole part time.
I mean the work is really easy but I feel like I should be doing more....
I was so happy in June and July.
Now I'm not sure.
Maybe I'm depressed again or some junk.
I'm trying.
I think that is what gets me most.
When I try really hard and life just tosses obicles in my path.
No mater how much better I thin I am, I find that I haven't changed.
My life is ordinary and that makes me sad.
I've seem to lost my motivation to make my life better.
I dont know what I'm doing.
I do not really want to work a full time job.
But I do need the cash.
I was thinking about going back to school.
But what would I study?
Its such a shame.
I feel useless.
Anyways I"m gonna go.
Talk to you later.